1stly,
Rau... aper jadik?
2ndly,
Nisy... I noticed somethin's wrong. Maybe I havent been updated yet but I'd like to know someday. =)
& aisyah,
mana kau menghilang oh aisyaaahhhhh~~~
& lastly,
I dont get parents.
One minute they seemed fine,
next, they're like the worst enemies you ever have.
You know, somehow I thought you understood me.
You went out with us and you actually bonded with us both.
But now........ What's happening?
Its been 3 days since I've talked to you.
& I know yesterday was Yassin Night.
I INTENDED to go home before Maghrib ok!
But somehow, God forbids, I lost my wallet on the way home so I didnt have the chance to pray.
I was so pissed with myself,
I got lectured by him,
& when I got a msg from Ijam saying you complained to Kak Miah about my antics,
I GOT FUCKING PISSED!
WHY?!
Why must you embarrass me even more?
Even better, you complained to Dad.
Even he told me you complained to him about me.
WHAT-e-F@$#?!
IF YOU'RE NOT HAPPY WITH ME,
TALK TO ME FOR GOD'S SAKE!
YOU SHOULD BE WISER ENOUGH.
DAMN I HATE YOU FOR DOING THIS TO ME.
I FEEL LIKE GIVING YOU A PIECE OF MY MIND
BUT I cant......
you're too fragile...
If I said it all out,
you might not be able to accept it.
Thus, you hurt yourself.
Haish...
I need to speak with you...
But I just cant see your face cause it urghs me.
