will i still be able to show my true self that people i know have seen, in front of my boyfriend?
will i be able to divide myself when i'm with both the people i love and the person i love?
now i just hope, if one day i were to have a boyfriend, that won't happen.
ever since last night, my sisters have been asking me to go look for a boyfriend. it's so funny when they think i'm already old and still doesn't have a boyfriend. oh no no. they actually thought i'm too sad cos i don't have a boyfriend. and that i'm lonely. they even told my mother their idea. hahaha. yesterday, my mother said "takper girl, kalau masih takder, ibu akan carikkan aisyah." if that were to happen, i really don't mind actually. i trust my parents in choosing the right one. and it also means, that the guy have already got their blessings. hahs.
anyway, it's not that i don't wish to have a boyfriend. sometimes i also think 22years old is also late. but why i say 22/23, maybe cos i don't want to be in a relationship for long. i want to be like my parents. 1 year dating, 1 year engaged, and the following year married. but what can i say. who am i to plan all these? it's all in God's hands.
i never say this to anyone except my family, but i do have insecurities. i'm not pretty. i'm not thin. i'm boring. my personality/characteristics, are not pleasant i guess. that's why i don't appeal to many people.
now i really don't know why i'm even talking about this. haha. so, before i end, i should just put up another video ok? siapa lagi kalau bukan DBSK. this song is really addictive. haha. ENJOY!
