
i regret the things i've done.
but i can't change it.
yes, i can be cruel and whatsoevers, but i'm more of a soft-hearted person.
and i hate being one.
it just make my life so....
ahh, i don't know, really.
now that i'm STUCKED with uhm, a minor problem, i just am not sure what to do.
even when i'm TOLD what to do, i just can't seem to do it.
shucks. i really hate being helpless, really really helpless.
can i get out of this without hurting anyone?
ohwell,the answer is just right infront of me, and is a big NO.
reason being? i've already did that. i've hurt someone and i'm still not OUT of this.
great, isn't it? history ALMOST repeating itself. uhhuh.....
and i'm questioning myself every single day,why is this happening.
and there's no answer to it. fucking stupid.
oh,sorry for the vulgar. but we're all adult enough right? yea.
*sighsighsigh*
with love, N.