& at that point time my heart just dropped.
the first time i saw him just now, he walked pass metro. with his gf. and when i saw him, i just dont know why i kept hiding. its as if i'm the one who borrowed his money.
but really.
i hide behind the clothes. and just shiver.
i wanted to snap a pic but didn't manage to.
and then me and mum and alinur went to courts.
and we were looking at cameras. trying it and all.
and mum suddenly told me, "syah, zul syah. kat situ." i turned to my left and there he was just opposite us. very2 close.
and soon, i realise i was squatting down. shivering again. trying to avoid him. but my mum kept trying the cameras. and then my mum told me, he saw my mum and quickly walked out of courts.
and was separated from his gf.
i stood up, and saw from somewhere far, he kept looking at us.
and when we walked out of courts and going down the escalator, he hid behind the pillar and just eye on us.
i just don't know what i feel anymore.
i'm lost.
i gave up.
in everything.
Aisyah (=
