2dae's e 10th of october ryte??? cos of all e arguments we had e past few daes, i totalli FORGOT dat todae marks our 1 yr 2 mths... n i FORGOT! i cant blieve it... i didnt until amalina wished me dis morning.. i was awestruck (did i use e werd right?) lol...
aniwae, i didnt go fer werk 2dae... i felt so sick while wakin up.. seriousli, i dunno y i felt like vomitting yestrdae... good thing i wasnt servin ani customers... heh... n sorrie rau... fer not being able 2 meet u... i'll make up fer it k dis thurs???
oh... between me n jali... we're fine... fer NOW... i dunno hw long i can stay patient wit him... some ppl sae im strong... but i noe im weak... weak enuf 2 fall fer his charms... goin back 2 him after wat he had done 2 me.. yea... im dumb... i keep havin dreams of him goin out wit dat bitch... argh... i jus hope im ryte, u noe... im ryte dat he's still in contact wit her, goin out wit her balblabla... i realli hope i would catch him RED-HANDED... if ever dat happens, e burden, e pain, dats inside of me, will b gone... haish.....
`Ernie
