so its that part of the year again where i am not having the time of my life. i am sad. i feel ugly and dirty and dumb. theres these things, growing on my face, and they look like small red dots. ya. they are called pimples. and they are starting to spread. and thats bad news. another bad news is that i am getting fatter day by day. the tummy is starting to bulge. eew. not pretty. and the face is starting to get swallon basiclly because my cheeks are inflating. and then my penyakit came back. the rashes. yes. so i have lots and lots of scratches and black patches on my skin. aargh.. and then i just find that i'm not as bright as my friends in school. i am like wwwwaaaaayyyyy back from them. so the past few days have been nothing but bad news. so currently i am feeling completely zero. i look like a monster. i am beginning to be grouchy and grumpy almost all the time. yes. blame the parents. because every morning, they'll nag and nag and scream and shout and curse me like nobody's business. and yes. EARLY IN THE MORNING. so i start the day with a bad start. and it drags on until the rest of the day. and who have to bear with these consequences?? Danial Adetrisno.. haiz.. i am so sorry la hun. but i realy am tring my best to stay cheerful and happy and bubbly as if nothing is wrong at all, as possible.
i duno about the chalet ah. i'll see how. and i wana go to the band's concert in december.
and i saw ernie yesterday at airport's mcD. yay! buffy has found her vampire. muahahaha.
R A U .
