yea... im pretti much heartbroken rite now... but i learnt 2 b independent n makin ma own decisions... he wans 2 b wit her, go ahead... cos i noe e gurl WAN so much 2 b wit him... i respect dat... i cant do anithin... im willin 2 let go... but ma heart will b in so much pain... so so much pain...
i went out wit him jus now... we went out as fer normal... oni dat, most of our conversations was abt dis la... other than dat, we jus act normal... like a normal couple... but i noe, deep inside each heart... is pain...
aniwae, e cause of all dis is dat, BOTH parties r at wrong... both him and her... not me... im jus e victim of it all... pathetic huh.. aniwae, when he ferst noe me, he thought i was jus another fling, so he could use me n all, but no... he started 2 have feelings fer me too... dats y he kept dragging.. e gurl, on e other hand, b4 having 2 noe abt me, she lak uat pe'el... she went out wit another guy... bcos..? she thought he was neglecting her... so she started hangin out wit all dis bullshitheads... den he got 2 noe, n he got pissed... so... another reason fer him 2 drag ma relationship wit him... ............
n now!!! she uat pe'el lagik!!! *when im writin e blog, razali called me sayin e gurl went out wit another guy* fuck her la!!! she wan him n she still do dis... wats her fuckin reason now???!!! jealous cos he went out wit me??? in e end, tml's her turn 2 go out wit him wat???!!! wat fer 2 b jelez abt..!!! ako jelez pon, its his decision in e end... not mine... i respect it... i fuckin respect it... wat e fuck la... i jus dun fuckin understand dis ppl...
n now AGAIN... he's talkin 2 her abt dis "slick" move of hers... i dunno la wat they're talkin abt... i'll update more...
